Christmas is when I miss you the most

Not having you home for Christmas is killing me. https://bit.ly/Christmas-quotes

During this time of Christmas,
I'm supposed to be happy,
it should be a date of happiness and rejoicing,
of celebrations and fellowship...

But I miss you!
These days more than ever,
I'd like to be with you.
I wish heaven wouldn't have claimed you,
and that you'd continue to be here with me.

You are dead, you are deceased,
you past away in the most cruel way,
and my heart revives everything, again and again,
your absence feels bigger,
I miss you, I really miss you.

I wish you were here for Christmas,
I'm missing you... so much!