Behind my innocent smile there are unsaid words

Behind my innocent smile
lie unsaid words.

Words of longing,
love, sadness and anger...
all this stirred up
and replayed over and over
in my mind and heart.

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Sadness over unsaid things,
mixed feelings,
love, heartbreak,
dreams created and destroyed...

Behind my innocent smile,
there is much more...
maybe I'm not so happy,
and, maybe, actually,
I'm going into depression.